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Birthday: 9/14/1985
Gender: Female


Interests: eating, sleeping, playing french horn, playing trumpet, drama-ing it up... GO BACKSTAGERS!Yeah, i'm a nerd. I used to play basketball but considering my skills have only declined since i was 9, well, we all know what happened there. As far as sports go, I'm just too lazy and not nearly competitive enough. But it's all good. Besides, I'd rather be in a green room with hot and awesome people than in a locker room with sweaty girls that lack personality... but that's just my opinion.
Expertise: I have mastered the fine art of narcolepcy. Class is my ultimate preference as far as places to sleep go. I'm an expert at losing... winning just isn't everything to me. You lose, oh well, get over it. Oh yeah, I'm also a master at being at the center of attention, blabbing things, and knowing my faults. What can I say? I like being the center of the universe... from there, you can see everything.


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Member Since: 5/26/2003

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Monday, August 14, 2006

so... it's been a while

long time no write... have you ever had an odd feeling inside you that you can't quite put your finger on? just when i thought that i knew the whole spectrum to human emotion, i was wrong. here comes another emotion, not happiness or sadness or anger or even numbness. it's an odd feeling. it's the feeling of true uncertainty about everything around me whether it be education, careers, friends, family... it's sheer confusion. i guess that's not a totally new emotion but it feels different this time and i'm not quite sure why. all i know is that there are certain things in life that come by that are too good to let wander away. i just have to make sure i get off my lazy ass to ensure that those things will still be there tomorrow.


Tuesday, July 04, 2006

i'll be home in two weeks. it's odd how one can get used to working so much. i don't know what i'm going to do with my free time once it's all over. was it worth it? i didn't get paid much and i worked more than most people my age do but i think it was worth it. i learned painting techniques that they don't teach at isu and how rep theatre is run. i got a taste of what i'm in for as far as working in the world of theatre goes. i've made a lot of connections with people that i would have otherwise never met. plus, i got ins with the right people in the theatre department at isu. it's always good to demonstrate that you have to will and passion to do well in a career that expects nothing less. is this the right career move for me? it's too early to truly tell but i intend on giving it my best shot. sure, i may not be that famous actor or musician that everyone in the country recognizes but one day, i'm going to be that person that everyone says "hey, you remember that great show once upon a time? i know the person that designed it..."


Monday, June 12, 2006

working a lot. my back hurts. someone buy me a personal masseuse, quick! that is all


Thursday, June 01, 2006

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Ian Love
By Ian Love
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congratulations conant high school class of 2006. as your year draws to an end, let me say  that it is quite odd knowing that you will no longer be at conant high school. considering i really have no close friends younger than any of you, it brings closure to the whole high school thing. now, if i choose to see a play there, it will not be to see friends in it so i can be as critical as i want! just kidding... although, in all seriousness, i probably will be.

as you all begin your journey to greater things, let me leave you with some advice: enjoy this summer for all it's worth. you will never get another one like it. enjoy the freedom, make memories, get some sleep. also, when you get to school, just because a class seems easy at first does not mean you can stop going. teachers like to mess with you and make shit hard once you stop attending. oh yeah, GO TO CLASSES! i know most of you will have a new found freedom from people forcing you to go to school but go anyway. remember, once you get kicked out, you'll probably be thrown straight into the real world. the real world does not sound fun. i am terrified of the real world. no job, no insurance, no money, no nothing. also, when picking a major, look at what makes you the happiest. where do you feel at home? what do you wake up for in the morning? if there is something that you absolutely need to be doing with your life, then do it. don't go for something because it seems sort of interesting or bizarre or something that can make you a lot of money. go for something you love. it took me two years to figure that one out. imagine how much sooner i would be getting out of school and gaining real work experience if i had just given into my gut feeling. another thing, know when you are at fault and fess up to it. it makes life a lot easier. no matter what, don't let that one jackass that you have to encounter day after day after day ruin your experience. instead, turn him or her into a joke and find another reason to laugh.

that is all for my words of wisdom. i'm not sure if they even make sense or pertain to you. i work too much for far too little money so my body and mind are crapping out on me at the moment. once again, congratulations! come visit me. i like visitors that can stir things up a bit.


Saturday, May 27, 2006

wow... they're really drunk upstairs. fyi, hieneken that is flat and warm is not good but the keg shaped cans are pretty cool.



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